Unconditional.

sorry sorry.

2009-01-11T20:36:00.003+08:00

alot of people had been pestering me to update my blog. but i'm really really lazy laaaa. sorry. college life has just been so hectic and i'm not used to it. well,i'll update my blog as soon as i get those pictures. for now, let's say. life has been pretty up and down for me. but who cares. i can't do much. so i let it be. i'll live no matter what happens.

you think it's alright?

good for you then.

i've got nothing to say.

you wanna live your way go ahead.

just don't regret.

fun fun fun :D

2008-11-30T16:48:00.004+08:00

watched this show yesterday night.

honestly it was good.

the vampire dad looks really hot.

no joke.

see it for yourself.

the girl wasn't that impressive.

but don't ask.

who i watched with. (:

it's just.

not nice asking la.

okay honestly.

don't believe all the saying that this movie sucks or what.

well,the beggining part was.

but when it comes to the mid and end part.

shit.

you'll pee in your pants wey seriously.

disgusting like hell.

no joke.

worth the money.

and also the camera part.

i admit it was funny.

xD.

okay la. yoongliung is a few steps more to becoming a man ady. just went to hear the 5 hours of draggy and boring talk wey. keeps talking bout himself and nothing bout the dam car lessons. but it's worth it. after all the insult i get for not getting my license earlier. just kept me going la. and and i met someone la (: . she's pretty hot. no joke. prom is less than 20 days away and i've got nothing yet. nothing at all. shit. ): . well i can't wait to go shopping with babe. =D . hah. for now. i'll shall wait with that smile.

short and sweet.

2008-11-28T17:37:00.003+08:00

at exactly 3.15 pm yesterday which is a thursday. it was the day where most of the SPM students ended their examination with a delight. not only with a delight. a feeling like you have won a battle in a war. but. we are also filled with lots of sad feelings deep inside us. it's not because of our we did badly in spm. it's our friends. whom we are gonna miss so deeply. i do. i felt that. why? they are the greatest thing that had ever happen to me. seriously. imagine yourself having no friends for a day. that only came in my mind that day. wow. i just realize. time DO passes really fast. it's just in a blink of an eye. i was in form 1 then form 2 and carry on the to very last day of my high school. eventho scolding and lecture were poured onto us during our period in high school, i just appreciate it so much now. it's because that's what made how am i now. wow. powerful words. not being emo la. (: . anyways let's just say. after spm i went out for a movie marathon. tiring like hell. but who cares xD. watched madagascar 2 and quaratine. holy shit. quaratine was freaking nice. all the bitting. it's just creeps me out. anyways. tomorrow is the day. where YOONGLIUNG gets to learn his driving after 9 months of his 17 year hood wey. :D . okay. it's so draggy la this post. better end it. (: . bye.

it's wonderful.

you're wonderful.

we're wonderful.

and we know it.

spm week.

2008-11-22T12:54:00.002+08:00

it has been a long two to three weeks of exam. and i must say. i'm pretty happy with what i've done. no doubt. even add maths. i surprised myself. hah . i really really hope that i can make my parents proud this time :D. anyways. we're left with a week or so of exams more. 3 more papers and we'll be done. fascinating eh? not really. we'll be leaving school extremely soon too. and eventho prom is just around the corner. it's only a day we get to see our friends that we knew for the past 5 years. it's an extreme wonderful experience for me in taman sea (: . i really wish i could turn back the clock again and restart my whole high school life. ah. have to hit the books again. bio and physic. worst subject. (: . ciaoz

thanks for everything.

for everything i've learn.

it's a memorable thing.

that i'll keep to myself for the rest of my life =) .

i wish i could.

2008-11-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

have you every felt when you enter a pet shop and you wanna buy all the pets just so they have the freedom to run around? i felt that today. i dunno why. it just hit me like that. i've got nothing against pet shop but looking at them being caged up makes me wanna release them to the open. exams is just a month or two away from finishing. i wish i could stay how i am right now. cause i'm loving every moment of my high school time. well i guess i enjoyed a lil too much till times passed by so fast. for now SPM is a week away. time to hit the books (: wish all the spm-ers good luck.

high school (:

2008-10-25T12:59:00.005+08:00

for me this is the best movie i ever seen. no doubt. this is a movie that i can relate myself too. somehow i'm the only one who felt it. i dunno why. but i know the reasons why my dad said high school was the best time ever. cause that's the time you have the friends always around you. helping you and stuff. and we're leaving high school in 2 months? how not to relate ourselves to this movie. it just show how much i miss my friends from high school. certainly i will. even now, i miss my class atmosphere. learnt a few things bout love from this movie too. but love is the best feeling. i know it. i even find the songs meaningful. anyways, awesome movie. certainly worth to watch TWICE. last piece of words, i will miss everyone i know from taman sea.

it feels great being in love.

i can't wait to go to prom!

missed out. xD

2008-10-20T22:45:00.006+08:00

this was the movie i was talking bout.

yeah as you can see from the poster.

it's kinda dumb.

REALLY DUMB.

BUT.

there's one phrase i love most.

''You can pick my pickle'' xD.

if you know what it means.

headed to sushi king.

since LIYANG HAD A MEMBER CARD.

no need to guess la.

he ate the most.

weiheng the least.

reason?

allergic to seafood. xD

and this was the fair i went.

dam alot alot of GUAI LOH.

FREAKING TALL.

-_______-.

sigh.

but.

lots of hoooot chicks too la :D.

i wanna wish my sister a happy 21th birthday tomorrow.

it's been a pleasure having her as my sister for the past 17 years of my life.

she has been there for me when i was down all these while. :)

happy birthday again sis, may your dream come true.

pretty cool ah. :D

2008-10-20T16:52:00.007+08:00

so sorry for the long long update. been pretty busy with studies. yeah and my future too :D . anyways. weiheng , liyang , linston , edwin and I headed to KLCC for any education fair. Liyang was actually LOOKING at girls during that. xD . watched a movie too - disaster movie.your brain cells are dying every second of that movie, seriously. -___- . try doing add maths after it. lol.

this was actually during an accounting course talk.

we ended up listening to it.

learn a few things about accounting too.

linston and liyang was listening attentively.

and yeah, weiheng was fast asleep xD. saw this in stadium.

yeah.

i know.

it's nice.

you know you want it.

if the best football player likes it.

why can't it be you?xD

don't get us wrong.

we were just looking for entertainments. (:

i know they look lost.

but you know liyang well la?

food is all in his mind.

but let us allow the pictures below to explain it la okay?;D yes they were actually playing PS3.

IN A SONY STORE.

for around almost an hour?

lifeless,yeah. :D

but imagine all the crowd you can attract while playing it?

especially when you're playing siren.

wei heng solo-ing a ninja game.

we actually spoilt the controller before we left.

xD.

well, i'm actually planning to go nz.

but decided not to.

I think australia just suits me better.

haven't really decided what course i'm about to take.

but i hope i choose the right one.

spm is just a few weeks away.

and i hope i can make my parents proud THIS time.

i hope i do.

they are putting alot of hope on me.

and i really wanna make them proud. :)

some things are better left behind.

some things are better left alone.

time will just tick pass.

and there goes everything.

in a flash.

the hug that kept me going. <3

cendol and rojakk =D

2008-10-08T21:35:00.005+08:00

this is edwin enjoying his cendol.

obviously liyang is too.

xD.

but you wouldn't know what was it like there.

it's tears from god.

which fills our cendol bowl.

and umbrella that we are holding while eating.

didn't really work cause the water was flowing down.

and next to liyang is jamie (:

that's derrick enjoying his cendol.

under the rain water. xD

michelle and karling was like a couple.

total rojak we ordered was 7.

expected.

cendol = 9.

all together.

happy for liyang and edwin.

introducing my add maths sifu (:

here's an example of him teaching one of his students.

pretty funny if you were there.

cause he's talking chinese or cantonese which i don't understand at all.

but somehow i laughed like hell.

and thanks to edwin.

for teaching me add maths =D.
and sorry peywen for stepping on the longkang topping.

owe her 2 *expensive* lunch just because of that.

-_______-.

learnt my lesson.

a change in my life.

to achieve better in life.

i don't wanna dissapoint my parents anymore.

not even policy friend.

i really will study hard.

i promise.

tagged ):

2008-10-05T12:05:00.003+08:00

tagged by michelle.

1. What is the relationship of you and her?

cousin (:

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him.

hmm.not really sure.

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.

nothing. xD

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you

she said i love you.few minutes ago -___-.

5. If she/he become your lover, you will

she's my cousin la.

6. If she become your enemy, you will.

depends what she did to me.

7. If she/he become your lover, she has to improve on.

cousin la .

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is.

i don't wanna be her enemy.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?

she's talkative. haha.

10. The overall impression of her/him is.

very sociable.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

good questions.but i dunno.

12. The character of you for yourself is?

i am who am i.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

i don't realize stuffs fast.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

obviously a perfect guy.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.

i appreciate for every support you guys been there for me. thank you.

Name ten of your friends:

1.Shaun Chong.

2.Terrence Goh.

3.Chai Mei.

4.Ken Khean.

5.SineYee.

6.Don Ewe xD.

7.Tze Wei

8.Li Yang

9.Edwin Sam

10.Michelle Lum (:

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

nobody.

Is no. 3 a male or a female?

female.

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing

LOL. that'll be a good thing.

How about no. 5 and 8?

my brother and my dota friend together la. (:

What is no. 1 studying about?

stuffs?

Is no. 4 single?

yeah.

Say something about no. 6

just played dota with him yesterday.

I tag: No one.

eagle eye (:

2008-10-03T22:37:00.003+08:00

freaking ass nice show.

no doubt.

100 % recommend to watch.

thanks edwin (:

both of them made this movie rock.

no doubt.

and she's hot X).

Life Is Unfair.

2008-10-03T13:48:00.004+08:00

somehow to me life is unfair.
isn't it?
it's so obvious.
people who do bad stuffs.
get to get all the things they want in life.
but people who do good stuffs.
doesn't get the things they want in life.
well.
if this is how life is suppose to be.
it's sucks big time.
but i believe that those who does bad things.
will finally realize it one day.
and will face the consequences.
and the people who do good.
will one day get what they want in life.
cause no matter what.
those people are the people who are trying to make this world a better place.
unlike those jerks out there.
who just want what they want in life.
and no matter what he/she has to do.
he/she will sacrifice anything just to get it.
but that is not how things should be done.
cause the things he/she does.
will only make the people around them hates them even more.
judging isn't a sin.
judging is where you do stuffs and people observes your doing.
don't talk about those gossipers.
we are talking about friends. or maybe even best friends.
they don't go around talking bad things about you for nothing.
they do it for a reason.
not because they hate you.
like i said.
it's your doing which makes all of these happens.

reason why i'm writing these.

it's because i really feel that way.

yesterday i came across something.

which takes a miracle to happen.

it's just isn't right.

i know how she feels when she saw the blog.

it's heartbreaking for her.

cause that's not what should happen.

i just hope life won't be as bad for me.

cause from what i know .

good people always win.

not the bad.

don't worry,i will always be on your back.

to support you through this.

Review.

2008-09-29T19:19:00.004+08:00

watched this movie today.
it was the suckiest alligator or whatever movie i ever saw.
and they say it's better than jaws -_-.
comon.even my jaws can beat this show.
don't watch this movie.
suck like hell.
on the other hand.
today had a great talk with sy and lee.
thanks for the outing guys :) .

watched this movie on saturday
wasn't that bad.
just it's like a roller coaster movie.
where the camera moves everywhere and your head will go dizzy.
not as scary as you think.
recommand to watch it once only :).
it was thomas and amanda's birthday tho.
happy birthday to both of you.
thanks for the party too.
really enjoyed it.

day after day.

i'm learning how to.

and i'm glad that i feel that way.

cause i know i won't be having any more pain.

at the moment.

it's over!

2008-09-27T00:10:00.002+08:00

when the clock struck exactly at 12.17!
our final paper ended. xD
eventho it sucked but who cares!
trials over man.
but my results are horrifying!
especially my history.
sigh dissapointed sial.
but my bm and moral improved hell alot.
which i'm dam proud of myself!
muhahahahahaha.
went futsal right after school.
didn't contribute much but yeah i sweated alot.
went food planet after that.
where micheal told about his dream which was funny as hell.xD
less than 1 minute we started walking back home.
the rain dropped like mad.
sat at the gas station like retards.
headed home after that.
school was fun tho.
me terrence and myee sat on a table.
talked about freaking lots of stuffs.
just the fact that those things did those kind of things.
made them hated for it.
they think they are gonna do good.
we'll just wait and see. :)
but holy.
terrence went bongus.
xD.
he knows why.
we know why.
but we ain't gonna tell.
cause both of you sucked bad times.
too bad.
it's the fact.

the whole world is gonna know it soon.

and it's gonna be a bad ending for you guys.

sorry to say.

but it had to be reveal.

or nobody will know what's happening.

Frrrreeeeeeedddooooom.

2008-09-26T00:07:00.003+08:00

it's just less than 24 more hours till trials is over.
isn't that a great thing?:D
i finally can be able to go out and watch movies.
you know who you are i promised to go with. :)
what's best.
is we are gonna have a week break.
free from school.
which is a good thing for me.
for some reason :).
anyways,trials is over but results are yet to come out.
but i'm pretty sure it's gonna be sucky.
imagine having to know less than 10 people pass for history in my own class.
terrifying sial.
thanks to pretty.
for encouraging me to study all these while.
eventhough i slept a few times through.
but i did study okay?xD

4 more days! :D

Pig betul. xD

2008-09-20T00:15:00.002+08:00

yesterday i was suppose to study chem with pretty.

okay let's begin by saying i wanted to that a SHORT nap.

so.

i went to bed and she was suppose to wake me up at 1.00.

suddenly *poof*

my phone ran out of battery.

and woo do time pass fast when you're asleep.

woke up at 6.45.

didn't study a thing about chem.

gone.

sorry pretty xD.

it will never happen again.

hahah but it was funny tho. lol

retards just fills this world hell alot.

they do things without thinking of others.

as i said.

if you can't stick to someone.

never effin love someone then.

because when you do that.

and you let it go for another person.

it's fucking painful.

it's just fact :).

but hey.

you're losing out.

not me.

Lost In The Middle Of Nowhere.

2008-09-18T18:28:00.003+08:00

what am i suppose to do?

is there any answer to all my question in my mind?

i really don't know how.

what should i do.

i'm confused.

i can't lie to myself to say that i don't love her anymore.

but things ain't that way anymore.

she chose me over another guy.

and i still wonder.

why do i love her?

someone.

help me in this.

i can't do this alone.

i've already tried my best.

but yet it's not enough to convince her.

i hope she realize what she's letting go.

like i said before.

it's gonna take years for me.

21 things what GIRLS didn't realize.

2008-09-17T11:05:00.004+08:00

Let's state all the things you girls didn't realize AT ALL.
1)Guy maybe flirting around all day,but before they go to sleep,they always think about the girl they truly care about.
2)Guys are more emotional than you think,if they loved you at one point,it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go,it hurts every second they try.
3)Guys go crazy over girl's smile.
4)A guys who likes you only wants to talk to you only.
5)Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh..nevermind.." would make him jump to conclusion that is far from what you think.And he'll assume that he did something wrong and be obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6)If a guy tells you his problems,he just need you to listen to him.You don't have to give advice.
7)A usual act that a guy always likes you is when he tease you.
8)Guys love you more than you love them.[so true] xD
9)Guy uses words like hot or cute to describe girls.They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous.If a guy uses that means he loves you heck ALOT.
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.
12)When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is in crazy.
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me.
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
15)When the guys is looking at you for longer than a second,he definatly is thinking something.
16)Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18)No guys can handle all his problems alone.He just doesn't want to admit it.
19)Not all guys are rude.Doesn't mean he is rude he represent one of them.
20)If a guys sacrifices his sleep and his health just to talk to you, he really likes you and want to be with you as much as possible.
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

All the above is dam true. Especially the last one. But well. What can i say ? Life's unfair. Yeah it is. I'm just posting this up to make you girls realize how rarely a guy around you that TRULY doing so many things just to get you back and loves you like hell alot but you're not appreciating them at all. You're just wasting your chance to be with your love one. I love whoever who wrote all the above. He/She understands what a true man really feels at all time. And i thank that guy for posting this stuff because it represents me.

nothing can stop us right now <3

A step out of hell.

2008-09-17T10:41:00.003+08:00

i'm happy to say.

i've stepped out of the misery of hell i used to be in.

and i would like to thank all my friends for this.

seriously thank you for making me realise what i was doing was not worthy.

to those who helped me.

you know who you are.

and i love you guys for it. <3

never in my mind.

i can ever be feeling free like how i feel now.

if it's not for you guys.

eventho everything she did to me that hurted me.

i will never hate her.

all i want to do is just to be friends.

if that's what we can't even be.

then let it be.

let's skip that.

anyways.

once again i really thank you all for it.

i feel so so so so so so so so so so so so so much better now.

i feel like there's tomorrow already.

ah.

i love the feeling i have now.

i feel myself now.

i promise pretty i will never sober over it again.

and that's what i will stick to and look forward.

life is full of obstacles.agreed.
but one's must always look forward.
and not look back.
because looking back isn't worthy at all.

The fact that i love you so much.

2008-09-16T16:18:00.002+08:00

it's so hard to forget you.

it's so hard to forget out memories.

it's so hard to forget the times we spent together.

i know we had our ups and downs.

but why can't we just fix the downs and move on?

it's just too hard for me to accept the fact.

no matter what

i just want you to be happy.

eventhough i'm in sorrow.

you're the one i need to be there for me.

but i can't stick to that anymore.

i need to be all on my own.

wondering if.

i can even make it through the next day.

is always a question in my mind.

wondering if.

i could even love again.

you might think i'm loa.

but hey.

i'm in deeply love.

you can't deny that fact.

for now.

i'll take one step at a time.

to fix myself.

i'm not angry at you for hiding it from me.

i'm just sad the fact you hid it from me.

It's because you're cheating yourself.

If you have told me earlier.

We wouldn't be like this.

You would be with him from that on.

And i'll be moving on.

But sad to say.

It's gonna take years for me to move on.

Don't be mistaken.

I'm not stressing you.

I'm just telling you that's the fact.

appreciate your loves one.

because once you lose them.

you'll regret for the rest of your life.

like i did.

For the very last time.

2008-09-16T11:42:00.001+08:00

i told you i had something to show you in tuition.

this is what i meant.

and it's only going to be the last time i'm expressing this to you again.

yes i do love you.

but i have to force myself not to.

cause i know.

it's over.

but the picture.

it's just for you.

for the very last time.

It's over.

2008-09-16T10:50:00.000+08:00

It's all over.

Nothing can be done to change anything at all.

The truth has spoken too.

What more can i not know?

It's just too late for me to do anything.

I know that.

I regretted that.

But what's the point of regretting now?

It's not gonna bring back everything we want.

I told you this before.

This would happen.

Yet you wouldn't believe me.

And it's all too late right now.

Because you are in love already.

Sad to say.

I won't be anytime soon.

It won't be easy.

But i'm determine to.

Because what i'm doing to myself ain't good.

It's just all because of you.

I'll keep it to myself.

I'll cry to myself.

I'll hurt to myself.

Knowing that you're already happy with your life.

I will find my happy life without you.

I promised your bro that.

For now.

I wish you all the best.

And pray that you will be much happier with him compared to me.

I bid my farewell to you.

And more happy things to occure in your life.

Goodbye.

sorry for being emo for the first post.

i needa release it all.

because no one is there to hear me out.

thank you for everything.

thank you for the memories.

it was the best.

thank you once more.