Review.

watched this movie today.
it was the suckiest alligator or whatever movie i ever saw.
and they say it's better than jaws -_-.
comon.even my jaws can beat this show.
don't watch this movie.
suck like hell.
on the other hand.
today had a great talk with sy and lee.
thanks for the outing guys :) .




watched this movie on saturday
wasn't that bad.
just it's like a roller coaster movie.
where the camera moves everywhere and your head will go dizzy.
not as scary as you think.
recommand to watch it once only :).
it was thomas and amanda's birthday tho.
happy birthday to both of you.
thanks for the party too.
really enjoyed it.

day after day.

i'm learning how to.

and i'm glad that i feel that way.

cause i know i won't be having any more pain.

at the moment.

it's over!

when the clock struck exactly at 12.17!
our final paper ended. xD
eventho it sucked but who cares!
trials over man.
but my results are horrifying!
especially my history.
sigh dissapointed sial.
but my bm and moral improved hell alot.
which i'm dam proud of myself!
muhahahahahaha.
went futsal right after school.
didn't contribute much but yeah i sweated alot.
went food planet after that.
where micheal told about his dream which was funny as hell.xD
less than 1 minute we started walking back home.
the rain dropped like mad.
sat at the gas station like retards.
headed home after that.
school was fun tho.
me terrence and myee sat on a table.
talked about freaking lots of stuffs.
just the fact that those things did those kind of things.
made them hated for it.
they think they are gonna do good.
we'll just wait and see. :)
but holy.
terrence went bongus.
xD.
he knows why.
we know why.
but we ain't gonna tell.
cause both of you sucked bad times.
too bad.
it's the fact.

the whole world is gonna know it soon.

and it's gonna be a bad ending for you guys.

sorry to say.

but it had to be reveal.

or nobody will know what's happening.

Frrrreeeeeeedddooooom.

it's just less than 24 more hours till trials is over.
isn't that a great thing?:D
i finally can be able to go out and watch movies.
you know who you are i promised to go with. :)
what's best.
is we are gonna have a week break.
free from school.
which is a good thing for me.
for some reason :).
anyways,trials is over but results are yet to come out.
but i'm pretty sure it's gonna be sucky.
imagine having to know less than 10 people pass for history in my own class.
terrifying sial.
thanks to pretty.
for encouraging me to study all these while.
eventhough i slept a few times through.
but i did study okay?xD

4 more days! :D

Pig betul. xD

yesterday i was suppose to study chem with pretty.

okay let's begin by saying i wanted to that a SHORT nap.

so.

i went to bed and she was suppose to wake me up at 1.00.

suddenly *poof*

my phone ran out of battery.

and woo do time pass fast when you're asleep.

woke up at 6.45.

didn't study a thing about chem.

gone.

sorry pretty xD.

it will never happen again.

hahah but it was funny tho. lol

retards just fills this world hell alot.

they do things without thinking of others.

as i said.

if you can't stick to someone.

never effin love someone then.

because when you do that.

and you let it go for another person.

it's fucking painful.

it's just fact :).

but hey.

you're losing out.

not me.

Lost In The Middle Of Nowhere.

what am i suppose to do?

is there any answer to all my question in my mind?

i really don't know how.

what should i do.

i'm confused.

i can't lie to myself to say that i don't love her anymore.

but things ain't that way anymore.

she chose me over another guy.

and i still wonder.

why do i love her?

someone.

help me in this.

i can't do this alone.

i've already tried my best.

but yet it's not enough to convince her.

i hope she realize what she's letting go.

like i said before.

it's gonna take years for me.

21 things what GIRLS didn't realize.

Let's state all the things you girls didn't realize AT ALL.
1)Guy maybe flirting around all day,but before they go to sleep,they always think about the girl they truly care about.
2)Guys are more emotional than you think,if they loved you at one point,it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go,it hurts every second they try.
3)Guys go crazy over girl's smile.
4)A guys who likes you only wants to talk to you only.
5)Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh..nevermind.." would make him jump to conclusion that is far from what you think.And he'll assume that he did something wrong and be obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6)If a guy tells you his problems,he just need you to listen to him.You don't have to give advice.
7)A usual act that a guy always likes you is when he tease you.
8)Guys love you more than you love them.[so true] xD
9)Guy uses words like hot or cute to describe girls.They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous.If a guy uses that means he loves you heck ALOT.
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.
12)When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is in crazy.
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me.
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
15)When the guys is looking at you for longer than a second,he definatly is thinking something.
16)Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18)No guys can handle all his problems alone.He just doesn't want to admit it.
19)Not all guys are rude.Doesn't mean he is rude he represent one of them.
20)If a guys sacrifices his sleep and his health just to talk to you, he really likes you and want to be with you as much as possible.
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.


All the above is dam true. Especially the last one. But well. What can i say ? Life's unfair. Yeah it is. I'm just posting this up to make you girls realize how rarely a guy around you that TRULY doing so many things just to get you back and loves you like hell alot but you're not appreciating them at all. You're just wasting your chance to be with your love one. I love whoever who wrote all the above. He/She understands what a true man really feels at all time. And i thank that guy for posting this stuff because it represents me.

nothing can stop us right now <3

A step out of hell.

i'm happy to say.

i've stepped out of the misery of hell i used to be in.

and i would like to thank all my friends for this.

seriously thank you for making me realise what i was doing was not worthy.

to those who helped me.

you know who you are.

and i love you guys for it. <3

never in my mind.

i can ever be feeling free like how i feel now.

if it's not for you guys.

eventho everything she did to me that hurted me.

i will never hate her.

all i want to do is just to be friends.

if that's what we can't even be.

then let it be.

let's skip that.

anyways.

once again i really thank you all for it.

i feel so so so so so so so so so so so so so much better now.

i feel like there's tomorrow already.

ah.

i love the feeling i have now.

i feel myself now.

i promise pretty i will never sober over it again.

and that's what i will stick to and look forward.

life is full of obstacles.agreed.
but one's must always look forward.
and not look back.
because looking back isn't worthy at all.

The fact that i love you so much.

it's so hard to forget you.

it's so hard to forget out memories.

it's so hard to forget the times we spent together.

i know we had our ups and downs.

but why can't we just fix the downs and move on?

it's just too hard for me to accept the fact.

no matter what

i just want you to be happy.

eventhough i'm in sorrow.

you're the one i need to be there for me.

but i can't stick to that anymore.

i need to be all on my own.

wondering if.

i can even make it through the next day.

is always a question in my mind.

wondering if.

i could even love again.

you might think i'm loa.

but hey.

i'm in deeply love.

you can't deny that fact.

for now.

i'll take one step at a time.

to fix myself.

i'm not angry at you for hiding it from me.

i'm just sad the fact you hid it from me.

It's because you're cheating yourself.

If you have told me earlier.

We wouldn't be like this.

You would be with him from that on.

And i'll be moving on.

But sad to say.

It's gonna take years for me to move on.

Don't be mistaken.

I'm not stressing you.

I'm just telling you that's the fact.

appreciate your loves one.

because once you lose them.

you'll regret for the rest of your life.

like i did.

For the very last time.

i told you i had something to show you in tuition.

this is what i meant.

and it's only going to be the last time i'm expressing this to you again.

yes i do love you.

but i have to force myself not to.

cause i know.

it's over.

but the picture.

it's just for you.

for the very last time.

It's over.

It's all over.

Nothing can be done to change anything at all.

The truth has spoken too.

What more can i not know?

It's just too late for me to do anything.

I know that.

I regretted that.

But what's the point of regretting now?

It's not gonna bring back everything we want.

I told you this before.

This would happen.

Yet you wouldn't believe me.

And it's all too late right now.

Because you are in love already.

Sad to say.

I won't be anytime soon.

It won't be easy.

But i'm determine to.

Because what i'm doing to myself ain't good.

It's just all because of you.

I'll keep it to myself.

I'll cry to myself.

I'll hurt to myself.

Knowing that you're already happy with your life.

I will find my happy life without you.

I promised your bro that.

For now.

I wish you all the best.

And pray that you will be much happier with him compared to me.

I bid my farewell to you.

And more happy things to occure in your life.

Goodbye.

sorry for being emo for the first post.

i needa release it all.

because no one is there to hear me out.

thank you for everything.

thank you for the memories.

it was the best.

thank you once more.